The neuro-stimulator in my chest with leads in my brain . |
some confusion with the front desk. The appointment ended and we drove home, ate lunch then I felt tired so I went to my room to attempt a nap.
Then I woke up unable to move or talk.Finally an hour later my room mate came by and saw me just laying there.
Although a scary experience it was a powerful eye opener. It must be close to what it feels to be buried alive. Abandon all hope if your neurotransmitter gets turned or left off on accident!
I still don't understand how I left the 4th floor of the VA Hospital, walked to my truck, came home and ate lunch. I felt great.
But when my legs started to not listen to the movement instructions my brains was sending via the dopamine receptors, I could hardly move my legs. So I did the old fall forward and catch he wall trick and eventually made it to my room. Something wasn't right.
I fell onto my bed and found I couldn't talk or move at all. I layed there for an hour thinkng "this sucks".
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The look on naomis face was classic "your right it's off"! She clicked the button on our DBS remote an walked away. Not one minute later I was up and walking with little to no problems.
The oddest thing happened when I was able to move and speak. I cried and cried.
Not tears of sadness but happy tears.
I want to thank my MDS for giving me new chance at life. The chance at a life out of a bed and not a prisoner of my body.
The ironic thing is a very special young onset friend of mine, Donna, asked me just that morning how it would feel if I it was tuned off for a few hours. Now we know!
NOTES:
- Could it have been something else in the hospital that turned it off?
- And the cramps are gone! But the heavy flow drool returned.
Reply from my MDS:
- Really. Sorry. I wonder if it turned off when I exited the program. Glad you recovered. Hope you are doing well. SPR
Holy crap Tommy! Glad it worked out right. and when are you coming to Indiana damnit!
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